Mencari Katarsis

1. It makes me so mad when I'm being serious over serious matter but people take me for granted. 2. It makes me so mad when someone close to you doubt your ability to achieve something great. Saying things like "ridiculous". Somehow, I am really grateful because I am that person who doesn't go hiding when someone touches my point of insecurity. Through these years, I learnt to embrace my insecurities and ignore what other people say. Though most of the time, they hurt. Come on, who's ever not afraid of the future? But at the same time, don't you feel yourself subjected to something great? By "great" I mean, in your definition of "great". To some, "great" means small and to others, "great" means big. It doesn't matter which ever you choose as long as you feel content. Sincerely, if our 3-months plan doesn't work, I'm going to blame it on society for being numb, the person-in-charge for being dumb and Malay...

Assalamualaikum. I have been at the verge of breaking down since yesterday's afternoon. I know, things don't always go as planned but this one; it's harder this time.  You will never know despite how forceful you try to understand someone's situation. Right now, I miss this one person I called mentor so much. You told me to be strong so, I will, beb. I will. I'm going home. P/s : I really hope to see you soon.