Mencari Katarsis

Assalamualaikum. 1000 feelings all mixed up. The most dominant one is anger. May I express my anger? There are moments when you got things messed up and your mind could not think straight. You were stuck in between finishing work and getting another work done. You were almost stressed out. The last solution is to ask for help. You know what? You asked for help. You asked. What happened? The one person you thought could help could not. Why was that? This one person did not want to help. Instead, this one person gave you an annoying damn reply with an annoying damn tone. So, you left annoyingly. And you were annoyed. This was very annoying. I guess that was a test from Ya Rabb. Allah is Great and His Plannings are Great. Seek help only from Allah The Almighty. He knows everything and He helps those who are in need. p/s: seriously, if you know me, you will know I rarely ask for help.

Assalamualaikum. Never did I think I will meet these kinds of people. Never did I know I could be this close to them. We missed out that a one-year moment can be a long-life memory. This would bring tears falling down one day. How beautiful life is. Allah The Almighty. This feels like family. Let us do wonderful things together. p/s : don't do this to me. this will hurt someday.

"Love is for the way you look at me". Who am I, to speak of love? I know very little of love for I have never known love before. Thus, should I not speak of it? Should I keep silent of it? Oh, dear, tell me. What should I do? Have I had any knowledge of love? Have I had ever notice love? There would be noes. Am I incapable when it comes to love? Am I astound? Why oh why? Dear, tell me why. Has love come and approach me? If ever so, tell me. Where do these butterflies come from? And these sunflowers, why do they bloom in such sudden? Tell me. Where do these feelings aroused from? Why do I keep being intrigued? This confusion leads me to no solution!   Decline it, I shall. For I have never known love before. Oh, forgive me, but I shall never speak of love!

Assalamualaikum. As a starter, thank you 2012 for the highs and lows you gave me. And I know, 2013 surely has a lot to offer. I'm ending my second semester. The last semester is to start in 2 weeks. 15 weeks left with K10. 15 weeks left to create memories together. p/s : semester break is awesome.

Who are thou, not allowing me to spread my wings and fly away? You are being ridiculous. You amuse me with that narrow-scoped, circular-shaped undeveloped mass of soft grey matter in you. Be it the truth or just a lie, you will never control me. Not a chance.  Go away with your warm words.  You arouse anger in me. I am free, and always will be.

Assalamualaikum :) np - Hanya Kau yang Mampu - Aizat Fuhhh *tiup. Lama tak bukak blog. Lupa pulak ada blog ekeke. Hai kawan-kawan *lambai. Result test 2 aku ada yang Alhamdulillah, memuaskan tapi ada jugak yang buat aku stres. Kadang-kadang rasa tension pun ada jugak. Aku gagahkan diri jugak. Finals lagi 2 minggu. Subhanallah, Masyaallah. Berusahalah ye.    incoming :3 p/s : sukan rakyat best :)