Mencari Katarsis

Last night was the climax of our final year life. It was just simple, for me personally. I didn't really had a good feeling since morning and it dragged until night. Anyhow, the event went well and i can say, just nice. Frankly, I didn't really had the feels. "It was just another gathering" circulated in my mind. I would just say some gratitude to the person who had been through and understand my situation due to the event before. To have someone saying "I'm telling you because you understand" is just a bless. Things have been great. Things will be great. Patience is preserverance.

Assalamualaikum. Huhu. To be frank, I truly, honestly, sincerely didn't forget your birthday. I had a thought a few days back on what photo should I post because we didn't have a recent one. I also saw your birthday notification on my screen when I woke up on November 4th. I am sorry that I was caught up in a lot of stuffs yesterday I missed to message you. I know you'd eventually read this so, yeah, here it goes. I wish you the best of 22 you can be. I wish for Allah to ease your difficulties in whatever circumstances you might be facing. I wish for happiness to surround you. I wish for joy to be by your side. I wish for blessings to accompany the actions you're taking. I hope at times when you feel low, Allah will bring you to a thought that would ease your sadness. Be the best of You; a better and improved You. I know you have the capabilities to handle tough situations and if sometimes you stumble, you will find a way to get up. I know you will. I might not

Peace be upon you. It's weird how people could just utter the words of promises damn easily. How can you say you "promise" but you never even tried to fulfill it? It makes me mad seeing you effortlessly criticise on other people's effort to keep a promise. Tapi kawan, aku kenal kau. Dan aku bukan baru kenal kau semalam. Aku pegang janji kau ni. Aku harap kau tak kisah aku gesa kau asalkan kau pun gesa aku. Aku harap kau sudi sama-sama susah payah dengan aku. Lepas ni mesti rumit segala urusan, jumpa pelbagai jenis orang. Aku harap kau boleh bersabar dan ini bukan soal sejauh mana kesabaran kau boleh bertahan. Aku ada sini. Kita bersabar sama-sama keh. Aku pinta satu je. Kalah takpe asalkan jangan mengalah. It is all because I appreciate our friendship so much.