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baik tiada daripada ada tapi tak berguna.

baik bisu daripada buta. baik tipu daripada derita. baik boneka daripada hipokrit. baik diam daripada lenyap. baik ada daripada tiada.

technology hunters :) it's been a while. i just needed time to let go my feelings and emotions after the camp. i was completely mixed up. happy, relieved, sad, angry, but mostly devastated. i was in despair. but, alhamdulillah, i am satisfied now. okeh, anyway, i'm done about the camp. so let's close the chapter. weirdly, these few days, i really felt some kind of feelings that i, myself could not express it through words. so let the pictures tell the thousand words. sometimes, i just feel that i have high hopes. maybe i am right. i depend on some people too much. i much likely needed someone, anyone to be by my side at a particular moment. i can't go on alone. i need an ear to listen to me, an eye to watch me and maybe a voice to tell me some things i already know. so from this right moment, i have decided that i can stand on my own feet now. i can walk straight now. i'm not scared of the future anymore. i'll face whatever to come. never mind, you can let go of

technology hunters :) (ni post sebelum kem; aku dah save tapi tak sempat nk publish je :P) kepala otak aku macam nak pecah dah fikir pasal kem sabtu ni. bila tengah menulis benda ni, teringat bende tu belum buat lagi pulak. satu benda je aku takut; kalau2 masa kem nanti tetiba aku baru teringat "alamak, benda ni tak buat lagi lah!". tapi, wa cakap sama lu ah nasib baik tahun ni fesi bapak bagus. (ni plak post selepas kem; skang aku taip) huihhh. lepas semue. bapak lega. lepas satu tanggungjawab. huihhhh. alhamdulillah. byk feedback yg aku ngan fesi2 dpt mengatakan bahawa "kem terbaik", "sgt enjoy" dan byk lg yg positif. yg negatif tu alhamdulillah setakat ni xde plak aku dgr. "ahh, pedulikan suara-suara sumbang pasca program" kata ZA. hahahahh ape2 pun, aku sgt2 bersyukur sebab kem ni bukan usaha keras aku sorg je, tapi kesemua 3 org kaunselor, 11 org fesi, dan 53 budak lain. tapi yg dtg kem 55 org je. tolak fesi 44 org je. xpe ,lg senang nk

technology hunters :0 (penat)(huih mengeluh) penat ni. aku baru je lepas blogwalking 3 kilometer setengah. hahahh budus. disebabkan internet ni terlampau luas penggunaanya, sampai orang yang kau tak sangka2 pun dah ada blog. aku bukak je page orang ni, "bapak ah blog dia". lepas tu, orang lain pulak "akalah tak bleh blah, followers berduyun-duyun". kalau dah bukak berpuluh-puluh tab tu, banyaklah ragamnya ye tak. dah lepas aku "open link in new tab" kuasa 10 tu, macam2 lah bunyi keluar. kalau lagu sedap ke aka hujan, aku tak kisah. yang tak sedap aka (identiti dirahsiakan; hahah) lagilah aku tak kisah. lantak tuan punya blog tu lah nak sumbat lagu apa pun kan. bila aku bukak pulak page orang tu, mulalah keluar muzik melalak-lalak. aku dengan giannya, eh silap dengan bersungguh-sungguhnya berkelintau menyekrol (ape lah, scroll) ke bawah dan hampir2 meninggalkan impak yang maksima dan serta-merta, ultimately menekan butang 'pause' kat music player di

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technology hunters :) bapak.. eeii hahahahh :D p/s : ade org tu ade isu followers yg x habis2 lg.. kesiann hahhahhh :DD

aku suka gile ni :))

dengar lah :D The Great Glass City by They Will Kill Us All

huehue techno world :) wei kawan, aku tau kau nak lari dari bayang-bayang sendiri. aku tau kau dah penat. kau cubalah. lari laju-laju. jangan pandang belakang, jangan berhenti. kalau lepas nanti, bagitau aku. aku pun nak ikut. help me put the past behind me.