Monday, February 26, 2018
Monday, February 12, 2018
It reminds me of the same incident that happened around this time a year ago.
I deeply hoped I won't be hearing the words that brought me fear when I picked up the phone. But no, if it's meant for you, it is meant for you.
Let us be reminded that certain things were not ours in the first place.
And this feeling I have now, to be honest, is bursting from inside. I want and need to talk to someone about it but I am not allowed to.
Therefore Ya Rabb, I depend on You and You only. Please ease our grief.
Thursday, February 1, 2018
Untuk itu, aku kembali membencimu.
Wednesday, January 31, 2018
An old friend of mine contacted me at noon.
Sang me Surat Cinta untuk Starla while playing the guitar.
Asked how I was doing after these few months not meeting each other.
Told me about an upcoming interview.
At the end of the phone call, I realized I was actually warned not to speak of others.
If someone asks, tell nothing.
Good or bad, news or no news.
Breaks me still.
Let's just remember from now on, no news is good news.