Wednesday, June 20, 2012

Frankly speaking,

Yes, frankly speaking, there are times when you feel like being fooled by your own shadow. There are moments when you feel lost in your own imagination. There are also times when you feel totally stupid because you thought you're doing good, but instead, the reality fails you.

Yes, frankly speaking, I don't think I need to explain myself. Neither did I think I would be the one who has been holding back nor depending on the other one. And, yes, I am not. I am not depending on you. For your own sake, please think straight. Please learn to stand on your very own feet and please, I urge, do not hold on to the past.

Time changes a person. What I was in the past does not even determine my present and my future. What you were in the past just reflects who you are now. But, looking at who you are now keeps me thinking, "Do I really knew you?".

I hope someday you'll get the feeling of frustration when you have to start all over again, right from the bottom. I am not, I repeat, I am not wishing any bad things to happen to you. I am hoping that someday you would grow up. You'll remember the days when someone has always been supporting you from the back.

I have no right to speak of my own despair. I always know how to submerge those kinds of feelings, it's just that I got myself confused, again. You know well how good I take care of myself, don't you?


p/s : thinking of splats.

Hate, pain, sorrow and love; Aizat

2 comments:

  1. .. aku rindu kita..

    Sincerely,
    Retro.

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    1. aku rindu kita berkali-kali ganda.

      p/s : sayang ko

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